Overnight Celebrity

Okay so......many of you may not have known that we (Nicky & I) have been taping our own 'Live', streamin' on the internet, outta the youtube, ghetto studio show! Now, all my life I've known I was a superstar...Not forreal but, forreal but, not forreal!?! Did you follow that? The show is cool I mean, I don't make any lies about who I am so, it was just a matter of being comfortable behind the camera. Now, I did drama in high school & college so, performing isn't a big deal but, the show is a concept in the making so, who knows what's it's gonna look like from day to day...So far, so good...I'm jus tryna make sure you cain't see them Raley's donuts i got on! LOL!! Seriously, i am definitely changing biologically cuz i used to be able to eat annnnnnnnnythang I wanted to! Oh well, and such is life!? Dammit! It was easy to do nothin'...Noooooooope! Not anymore...So, what really needs to happen for our show is simple: We need a camera crew to follow us around & then it would be helllllllllla funnier!! Bringing it in the 'studio' e'ryday can be challenging especially when you on a camcorder! So, on Sat we had our friend follow us with this same camcorder & look @ what happened! O! yal don't know cuz Nicky's friggin' editin' ass ain't looked @ it or done nothin' wit it yet! Oh well.....I'm quite sure we will have a better show because it's all more natural cuz that's just how we are. Another thing, it's so humbling for people to mention to us that they are watching it and love it! That's great! I haven't told my Daddy yet cuz, you know, my Daddy thinks I'm still 8! I on't think he'll like all of what I may say. I told Nicky how I realized why I say the things I say. Here it is: I have ADHD, OCD & I'm somethin' like a genius! Now, yal know that geniuses are typically 'special' right? What happens is, my brain is processing so fast that mah mouf cain't keep up wit the signals...So, by the time my brain tells mah mouf to say something, my brain is already 12 sentences down the road & by the time it spits out it has already edited what it processed as, it is already too late!! Did you feel that?! It's kinda like when you send an email in Outlook & you messed up so you try to recall the email but, the person you wanted to recall it from already read it and it's too late???!!?? I do however, enjoy doing the show! I'd be lying if I said I on't wanna blow up! That wud just be insane! What I can say is this, i may not expect to 'blow up' but i definitely expect to have a lot of fun just doing the show!! I love it! I get to be myself on another platform! I don't know what would happen if i did blow up! I ain't gon lie and say that I wouldn't buy ANY fancy clothes. So, I will definitely be buying some expensive shoes (gotta keep the feet good) but, i'll have a hankering to get to Ross, Marshall's & TJMaxx! LOL!!! The down side is what I'm beginning to see already! I won't be able to be home with my family...I'm not going to be able to watch all the NFL games, NBA (Lakers) games, i won't be around to watch my family anymore? Who's gonna take care of them??? They Daddy ain't gonna know what to do like Mommy!? Can I survive as a celebrity?! I think I definitely could because it fits my personality to a T! I thrive in a fast paced, ever changing environment. I know i can pass the drug test cuz i on't want NONE of that Michael Jackson sleep so, they won't need to send me to Lindsay Lohan, Brittany Spears rehab! You know how people become famouis & then they choke! It all becomes too overwhelming for them & they fall off!? I don't think that would happen to me only because I've been through so much, I know that only the strong survive! I must say it would be a life-long dream come true, and I'll be able to take care of my entire family. It would allow me to branch off into other things I've dreamed of. And then what can they say about the teenage, single, welfare mother who made it outta a BAD relationship & made it BIG!?!?! All they could say was that I became an Overnight Celebrity!!?